It's all lies...

Tuesday, 29 December 2015

Blegh.

Winter is finally arriving. Snow storm overnight and I have to drive out of town for therapy tomorrow.

Trying to work up the motivation to do another crazy bpd exercise :/

At the moment though, ice taken a bit of a break from it, and I'm reading Dr Phil's 20/20. Anyone tried it? I've seen some pretty dismal reviews on it (which of course, I didn't think to read BEFORE spending like 30 big ones on the book). 

Also, has anyone heard from Rayya??

3 comments:

  1. Hun!!!
    I've just checked your blog after your last comment on my blog
    I had no idea that you were posting again
    And have just read your last few posts
    What ever happened with Luna?
    I think that is utterly cruel that they would let you bond with her
    And then take her away
    Not fair on you or the poor pup

    How are you?
    Please email me or text me
    I've been trying to text you but it not working
    And no of course you haven't done anything to upset me
    I'm just not always great at replying to comments
    And I am sorry for that

    Anyway
    I'm going to start checking your blog everyday
    As I'm not get notifications that you've posted
    Hope you are doin ok

    Love always x

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  2. Aww thank you! I feel much better knowing that I haven't upset you, I'm so paranoid! Lol.

    Luna was adopted :( we did get permission for a larger dog, so maybe in the new year we'll have a new pup, but I still don't think it'll be the same :/

    I'm struggling at the moment :/ I was 6 months clean, but I wrecked it and relapsed..

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    1. Ugh stupid app lol.

      Anyway, I'm not as entrenched in my addiction (or my ED) as I was, I'm not waiting on the doorstep for mailman or ordering drugs whenever I have money, I'm hoping to jump back on the train and keep moving forward.. We'll see.. My bpd is what's bogging me down these days.. I guess it's whar the problem has been all along, but I just didn't know it.. I've just started therapy for it though, so hopefully, by the end of the year long programme that I'm in, I'll be a lot better.. Again, I guess we'll see, lol.

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