Starving
Withering
Hunger...
Forbidden
Her return
Unforgiven
But
Relished
...While...
Bleeding
Seething
Writhing
Striving
Go Away
Come Back!
Love Me
Leave Me
Chanting
Chanting
Chanting
Why're you so fat!
*wilting*
Forgive Me
...For...
Being
Wanting
Hurting
Crying
Yearning
Not Learning
Bones
Grating
Sharp
Obscure
...Like...
Fingernails
Chalkboard
Mind
Racing
STOP
Shhhh
Blade
Sweet Pain
Bitter Silence
No...
...More
I hope you are ok.. you know you can always message me on mfp if you ever need to talk or anything, I hope you stay strong and find peace... much love xx
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Delete=( Reading this made me sad. I hope you're doing alright sweetie.
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Sorry Katie :( I'm alright, I just hate how fat I am right now, seriously, I see so many girls who feel the exact same way as me, some weigh way less than me, some weigh around the same... but I don't know if I've seen anyone who weighs more. I totally let myself go and I can't get the weight off quick enough ='( it makes me feel like a fake and distrust recovery and those who want/wanted it for me. I just went too far, ended up being a disgusting, gross binge eater! I can't ever let that happen again. Sorry guys =(
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