Old age only = loneliness anyways.. Kids n grand kids always too busy to visit.. I wish I could visit my nanny.. Wish I had more when I lived in England.. Now the odd phone call will have to do!
Anyway, I'm hoping this little set back is PMS gain and not lack of shake gain, but either way if I can delve in as deep as I was before I ran out, I'll be golden!
My bratty niece had some shake but wouldn't even loan me a weeks worth, of powdered shake ffs! Aind that's only half a week to her! I'm the ONLY one that ever gave her rides or did her favours, well guess who can go *ph* themselves now ;)
I feel SO neglectful of you gals, you were always there for me and going to England just threw me right off the wagon and the bloggin.. I got back on the wagon but not the bloggin!
I treated Renee so bad when I was there bc of stupid drugs, that I felt bad for sitting on the computer all day reading and writing blogs.. So I started being more accessible, figuring I'd blog at night, ya know? But by then, I'mz so beat, my night owl pattern changed too.. Don't get me wrong, I still have those nights (like tonight hah, I'm soooo tired though!), but from now on I'll be using them to blog! Instead of *cough* shopping which I got trapped into tonight!!), or bathing my snake! Yes, you read right ;) he got burned by his heat pad, grrr, so I had to bathe daily and medicate the poor guy :'(
So, I got a babysitting job! 3-12am.. Can't do much else with my ankle screwed up.. No Nursing for me :'( but I'm looking at how to become a 911 operator!
So. Kids in bed by 8, probably, so I can pay you all some much needed love and attention, when they're sleeping,without feeling like I'm neglecting my family!
So.. Fingers crossed (and toes!) that it all goes to plan and I'll be reading a lot more of you ladies (and any gents, but I think I follow all girls and vice versa. Just coincidence tho!).
Oh and when I ran out of shake, I also ran out of b12/6 combo! Arg! My life was over seriously, lol.
Finally pay day arrived though and like I said, I have shake, just have to go buy some B12/6.
I've been pretty wrapped up with helping Carol Todd, with Amanda's Legacy too.. So hey! If anyone wants to buy a bracelet, tshirt or hoody let me know! All proceeds go to the legacy, which hopes to be able to help kids with mental health issues and kids that are being exploited and/or bullied, in school, online, through text etc.. It's brutal, before social media, kids could go home and get a break from it, but now it follows them EVERYWHERE, morning, day and night =/
We are making a difference, which is great, but we couldn't help Hannah Smith, or any of the other damaged souls, who saw death as the only way out =( For every kid we save, there's probably a dozen more who go through with it.. But if we can just save one kid, it's been worth all the sleepless nights..
It's an amazing thing to be part of. It takes all of my energy at the moment.. We have a fb group: ATO = Amanda Todd Official and a sister site Amanda's Safe Haven, the only 2 sites on the web that Amanda's mom endorses and supports.. A lot of ppl have made hate sites and fake profiles, but it's actually impossible to find Amanda's FB. Only those on her friends list may see it, unfortunately there's one little punk who keeps posting things like, 'haha she dead now' and her mom cant get into it, until she gets stuff back from RMCP, where Amanda had her pws written down.. Sorry I've gone off on one again.. I do wanna say tho, that if ANY of you can get your place of work to put purple lights up and let you wear purple to work on OCT 10th (first yr anniversary and world mental health day) that would ROCK!! And pictures would be AWESOME!!
K, I'm totally falling asleep and dropping my phone here!! Hopefully it wont be quite that boring of a read for y'all! ;)
Thanks for listening to me ramble.. And watch this space! I love you guys!!!
