Hi guys, I'm still kicking around, I'm sorry I've been a shitty blogger and a shitty support to you guys.. I hate where I am right now :( in every sense..
I lost my job.. Feel like a failure in every sense, too.
I have become closer to Jayden though... Renee had to go away for two weeks so it was just me n him.. We bonded and it made me feel good. It made me feel like his mummy for real, for the first time.. Not like the fraud I was feeling like before.
I'm going to try to catch up on everyone, even if its only everyone's last few entries to begin with. My computer had a virus or something at the moment, so I'm trying to fix that so that I can update and catch up properly.
Love you guys x
